I AM NOT A FEELINGS DUMP!!!
I AM NOT YOUR PSYCHIATRIST (YOU DON’T EVEN PAY ME!).
You have seen how fragile and ugly I am as a human being, so why don’t you get it? I am giving out a lot of hints, but you ignore them. I don’t like talking about Gan and your feelings, okay?!! It just makes me hate you both more. And I’m trying to be a better person, so YOU ARE NOT HELPING. Can’t you talk about other stuff? I know you can, so why pick this path when you talk to me? I hate my role in your life. I hate you.
If I could just disappear, I would.